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i cant take it. all the people i love are leaving me.. and im scared. scared more than anything because im afraid of whos next. everyone whos reading this, i love you.. if i have ever done anything to you in the past .. i apologize. life it just too short. i lost a little brother, a bestfriend, a part of my heart. he brightened up the room, and when i say that i mean it. he really was THE happiest kid i have ever met. EVER. i really dont know a single person who didnt love alex.. he was loved by everyone. there was no reason for him to go.. so dont say everything happens for a reason. he was 14 years old, he came from the best family ever. his parents did nothing but the best for him, and his brothers loved him more than life. i cant sleep, i cant eat, it hurts to think. i feel like this life is pointless.
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We got a phonecall from your dad Al, he was so scared. he was on his way from work to come to you as soon as he could, but he called my dad because he needed someone there with your mom. my dad left the second steve called. i asked my dad what was wrong and he was screaming and crying.. saying "Lance got in a snowmobile accident" and he just left. my mom and i went crazy. we didnt know what to do, but all we could do was hope he was okay. we lit a candle and told ourselves it was impossible for anything to happen. we got a call back from my dad 2minutes later and he said it was Alex, and he wasnt breathing. i couldnt believe it, little al. i put my shoes on and left for your house that second. my mom didnt want me to leave cause of my condition, but your my brother, i had to. we got there right away. pulling up, i could see you lying on the lake with people all surrounding you, trying to help. i just waited on land for you to wake up.. i didnt give up hope for you.. i knew you would survive, you were so strong. your brothers built you to be a soldier. we were screaming for you.. the whole lake could hear. then my dad calls.. and tells us your Dead. i didnt know what to do.. i ran out there and waited and prayed for you to wake up. i felt like someone was taking my heart and ripping it into pieces. it was impossible, you were so happy. how could that happen to a kid like you. when they were bringing you back, i saw your little feet. i wanted to hold you and tell you everything would be okay. i told them to keep trying, just one more time. i told them to imagine that was their son and this was happening to them, i told them not to give up. i begged, but they said it was too late. they tried everything. ill never forget the days we spent together. i watched you grow up since day one. we never faught, ever.. it was impossible to fight with you. you were too lovable. i loved taking you out with me, u got so happy when my friends would squeeze your cheeks and tell you how cute you were.. and u just nodded ur head, u knew it. all those vacations together.. those were the best. we'd always get in trouble together, but you always got us out of it with that smile. when i came over, you were the first person i looked for. i miss you so much alex, whyd you have to leave us. your dad is going crazy without you. you were his little baby. your birthdays in 2 weeks al, whats your mom going to do. and nick and lance... i couldnt even look at them. lance was devistated, he cried an ocean for you. help your family stay strong up there kidd. we all miss you and love you more than you could even imagine. its crazy how people can just go.. people you would never expect. Rest In Peace Alex Nannoshi_you will never leave my heart .
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